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light & shadow

by Catcher

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Under 02:33
i finally figured it out - i know how to hurt you i don't have to lean on your side and i don't have to desert you all along, i thought that it was you who'd rescued me so if i wanna get under your skin i'll just be i've never felt quite as alone as when you're near i'd tell you everything that's been brewing inside if i thought you'd hear for all the lines i cast into the sea you bit the hook, the sinker was for me i called to say that i will not be calling anymore i'm better than that
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one more tiny thing before i go you know how much i hate to 'told you so' i don't believe i've seen this side before i'd almost say you're coming back for more wide eyed, nice try too late, goodbye don't believe the hype high time, so so don't look, oh no aren't you just the type what do you think you are? don't avert your eyes, it doesn't help 'have my heart' does not mean 'help yourself' i'll give you dates and times when i was true too bad i couldn't ask the same of you asshole, suspect true love? none left bledding on my knees run through, drive by hopes up, don't cry always such a tease
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One Sixty 05:45
when i'm in, it's something beautiful but even then, the tendency to bleed when i'm out, it just gets clearer that i can't win, and you will not concede lying awake all night beside you so when you go, at least i'll hear you leave i know that there's truth in what you're speaking, but three small words that i cannot believe and there you stand, so firm and so secure you're holding hearts like prisoners of war and if this is what it means to finally see then I've decided I don't want to be in the middle anymore by the time my heart stops beating it really doesn't matter what you say can anybody hear me? i measure pain in decibels today really, there's no shame in losing unless you didn't know the game was played it isn't a sudden burst of conscience it's knowing there must be a better way when i'm in, it's something beautiful but even then, it's plain enough to see when i'm out, it just gets clearer you're beautiful, but you're no good for me
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Full Of You 03:06
you hold my heart and give it back but i refuse to take it you soldier on and live your life but i refuse to fake it you've grown and changed and found yourself with better things to do i'm still here i'm still full of you you had your fun and now it's done and i am left alone you packed it up and moved it out and left an empty home i hear the words you say, i just can't trust them to be true why must I play the fool why did you see fit to change the rules what's said was said, what's done is done there's nothing left to do so now i'm left to turn it off though it's no choice of mine what you decide and what you say have stained what i'd designed i'd hate to have to be the one who breaks the news to you
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Disarm 05:02
backing down, i find myself with one last place to run i meant the words i said, i just don't mean what they've become i don't mean you harm but I won't be disarmed true enough, i opened up, and gave myself to you shedding skin grows dull again, what was but isn't true nevermind confusion, i can see with both my eyes i'll say what must be said, but i can't promise you no lies i'm sorry, dear, it's just the way i feel and nothing more don't think that i'm deserting 'cause i'm walking out the door i'll want you there to lean on even though i broke your heart it's easy if i blind myself to where your feelings start no more lies just one more try i don't know what i need i'm doing fine you had your time i hate it when you bleed (on me)
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Me Not You 04:33
i've been taking time to breathe disenfranchised, suddenly how low can you go? i'm done believing what i see losing my faith in subtlety it's taking my meaning it's moving a mountain it's not what i'm feeling it's me, not you i've been taking time to breathe you're not the things you claim to be the most beautiful thing in the world loves me
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Again 07:37
i'm not lost, just tryin' to make my own way home, haven't quite found it i know no matter how i try, i might not make it back in time i wish that you were here to lead me i wish that you could only see me now back down before you swallow hope before you lose control i know that i'm not everything i say i am i wish i'd wished for something different i wasn't supposed to leave, i did not mean to i wasn't supposed to mean it when i said goodbye goodbye feel the burn, hear the word, see the light through the trees turn around, close your eyes, get up off of your knees whisper words on the wind, see them float into space when you find you've returned, wipe the blood from your face don't commit 'till you're sure, make them bring it to you when you find what you need, pinch yourself, prove it's true park your doubts in the drive, mime the silent command don't look back, don't look back, you've a life in your hands you've my life in your- i think the time has come i think the battle's won i think you're prone to agree i wish you'd speak to me again
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it's another year, with my heart on my sleeve and one last time, i'll think of her she's a lifetime ago and a blur in the rearview mirror i'll stay my course - it's done and there's nothing to fear the past (to love) is a dangerous game to be played by the broken hearted so i'm here, so i'm now, so i'm praying that you can keep pace that was the deal, i run and you follow what you love, you release, it returns comes tomorrow today i just need to believe you would follow to hold my hand so catch me if you can and i know what i said, that i promised to you that i would try - i hope i can keep to my word i'm the one who's demanding, the one who's got needs, and it's hard i've worn your shoes - i'd better not lose all my nerve
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The Chase 05:30
i'm tied, you're free you're hiding from me i've tried, you'll see you'll find what i can be over and over, there's no reason why there'll be no mistaking, i won't justify i'll do all that i can and remember to breathe but i won't let it sneak past on me i'm fed up, i'm screaming release divided, the chase cuts to me
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Carina 05:57
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i think it's time to make a difference i've spent so long sitting on the fence can i climb back if fall down? i never liked to give it all awy i take my time enough to say i've always been afraid to risk my heart now i don't mean to excite you i just wanna be bohemian like you you could be my next big thing funny how your love can break it down when you know there's plenty to go around but i still want to keep it all for you in disgrace and shock, you communicate it's all too soon, and it's all too late but all we ever have is our right now it's times like these i wonder if i'm dreaming i'm all afire inside, but doubt's not leaving me alone i'm so afraid to watch what i want coming true before my eyes i'm so easily broken you're a weakness i have that i can't erase you're the purest smile i could ever face i want it so much to be true i'll close my eyes and i'll count to ten if i'm still this sure when i open them somehow gotta sing this all for you
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released September 4, 2007

written by trevor bennett (SOCAN)

produced by trevor bennett
mixed by justin merdsoy @ appledore studios
mastered by noah mintz @ lacquer channel mastering, t.o.

performed & engineered by trevor bennett @ myostosis studios
live drums performed by james march
drums engineered by curtis perrin @ jet set studios

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Catcher St John's, Newfoundland and Labrador

Soaring vocals & crunchy guitars. Driving beats & moody piano. Thundering bass and a full assortment of beeps & boops - emotionally engaging sturm und drang with sing-along choruses you'll be humming for days.

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